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Interests: I go by E. I want to be a photographer when I grow up. Being realistic. If I didn't suck at school, or at everything in general, I would love to be one of the following: I would like to be an astronaut. Or a magician. Or a musician. The closest thing to a fantasy job I have right now is a Model/Actress in training. I'm never in love. I'm always in lust. But I'm changing that at a rapid pace My life drips with blandness and bad news. I get over it. I'm random and quite an individual. You get over it. I don't post a lot of bullitens. I always respond to messages and comments... If they don't just say 'What's Up?' I am honest, and sometimes the biggest liar. But the thing is, you can't tell the diffrence. I am short. Get over that also. I am sXe. Oh yes, so many things to deal with. And if you don't like me... I'm not the one forcing you to read this. xx
Expertise: Dancing in my underware about the house.
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Saturday, June 02, 2007

Order of the Dragons.

Vlad Tepes, aka Dracula.

 

I'm looking at maybe his very ancestors.

I've found them, maybe.

 

I need permission to access the files, and the right words to say when I want to contact these people.

 

You have no idea how magnificent this discovery of mine is.

It makes my horrid mind rush with excitement.

 

Why?

I have no clue.

Vlad was not a vampire, just a very, very cruel man and dictator.

But an eternal legend and most likely the bloodiest dictator in all of the worlds history.

 

He impaled people and decapitated them etc.

But impaling may be one of his most favourite torture tactics of all.

He would hoist people up on a long stick (the longer it was, the higher your rank) and let the weight of their bodys slowly pull them down.

 

The stick would usually enter through the anus, or for women, the vagina.

Then, out the stick would pop through the head or mouth.

This process would usually take hours, unless impaled through the mouth to the other end.

 

Then, Vlad would eventually have a thick forest of  rotting corpses and throw dinenr parties etc. near by.

If any guest dared complain of the stench though, they would suffer the same fate.

 

He sometimes drank the blood and dined on the flesh of the victims to show how morbid he was and to show how much power he had.

Not for survival, like Stoker made the vampire character act.

 

But no, this was not his normal meal.

And he could go out in the daylight, but most of his raids were at night.

 

He could not fly or turn into a bat or mist, etc.

He was a prince in the order of the dragons, a sort of cult against Turks.

He was named the name of Dracula for the following reasons:

1. Dracul means 'dragon' or 'devil'

2. The added 'a' suffix adds 'son of a'

So he was often referred to as Son of a dragon, but more often, Son of a Devil.

Vlad Dracul, Vlad the Third, Vlad The Impaler, Vlad Dracula, Vlad Tepes, and finally...

Dracula himself.

 

 


Tuesday, May 29, 2007

PAIN.

This laptop burns my leg.

damn you, laptop.
 I'm at emilys.

She's on the phone with her boyfriend,
I'm not.

I don't have one.

There is nobody here for me, and I really don't mind it.

So far, with all the people I've seen, I don't want anybody here.

They can stick to their gay suburban selves.



Don't get me wrong, there is nothing wrong with gay people.
I'm a fourth lesbian myself.

Not fourth born, since that wouldn't make too much sense, but a fouth lesbian as in 1/4 of.

and no, that dosen't mean my great grandma was a full lesbian.

if you haven't gotten it by now, then you're pretty damn stupid.



my grand ma knows I have had sex.

she knows I'm bisexual.

she knows everything.
except about the alcohol.

i don't drink often, but i do.

i mean, i do drink, but not often.


why should i even offer to explain things for your stupid little brains if you dont get what i mean?

maybe i just explain things wrong again.




maybe i need new medicine.


no, its you.



not me this time.



Sunday, May 20, 2007

Oh Church.

I found a church.

Maybe not one most people would approve of.

 

It's not satanistic, though.

 

 

 

www.thefirstchurchofthelivingdead.com

 

Taivi is... the ministries leader?

 

 

Christian goth subculture.

 

 

I like it very, very, very much.

 

Visit my Vampire Freaks!

 

 

 

 

http://vampirefreaks.com/AttendxDeath

 

 

Yep.

 

That's me.

 

x

Elise

 

 

 


Saturday, April 21, 2007

Oh time.

Oh my.

 

I haven't updated in a long time.

Sorry about that.

 

I expect all of you have stopped reading my xanga.

 

 

Well, a lot has been going on.

 

Four people are fighting over who gets to keep me at their house.

 

I have a lovely, wonderful boyfriend [who is not Austin the ass hole].

Don't ask unless you want to know.

 

There was a guy who took two people hostage at Nasa here Friday and he shot one of them and then himself after he locked himself in a conference room on the second story of a building.

Thats about it now.

 

I don't talk much now.

It reduces drama.

 

I like to write now [and type], draw, sing, play my guitar, paint, think, but rarely do I talk now.

 

But I am getting better at talking now.

People can actually understand my thoughts sort of, if I'm really good at finding the words.

 

I don't know if you understand it or not.

 

I'm okay now.

 

I'm OKAY.

 

 

x

Elise


Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Oh Changes.

Rap is my second favorite type of music now.

Acoustic is my first.

 

Society controls me.

Not me in control of myself.

 

A rag doll for the world to play with.

Something I thought I'd never be.

 

I am looking for sombody to help me.

No, not help.

 

I'm drowning drowning drowning.

Nobody sees that though.

 

Yes they do, but they don't believe I'm drowning.

I have tried saving myself.

 

My lungs are filling up quick with the media and mainstream style.

Neon, feathers, beads and news.

 

All yesterdays news.

Today.

 

Today was yesterday's tomorrow, as is today's yesterday was once today.

It's exactly the same.

 

Time dosen't exist.

It is fictional.

 

We're stuck here.

Forever, until we die.

 

We never die.

We decompose.

 

I can't seem to find that missing puzzle piece.

If I don't find it, the puzzle will be incomplete.

 

That will drive me literally insane.



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